So all in all I had a good time tonight. I went to a gig by myself and the music was awesome. I had a real motivating talk to a guy taking photos about photographic shit (light boxes and getting all weird and absorbed in multi-day projects) which was cool. But I seriously fucking hate that I don’t know anyone. It was so fucking sad being that keen for everything going on around me, then walking home thinking ‘sweet, I have nobody who I could share this with, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME’. Also feeling super lame because I fully took on potato form when I saw this girl I know who is real cool and works at the venue. I was all like ‘ha hello , ummm when is, uum the , umm wow music, cya’. So now she’ll think I am an old poo who has died and been left in the rain. Also on the walk home i saw TWO different pairs of girls hailing cabs and BOTH of them had car loads of FUCK HEAD GUYS drive past and yell derogatory shit at them. I felt like I should have at least countered there insults and yelled something back like ‘those guys are fuck heads and you should go on hailing cabs because you are kind’. So yeah my mind was blown musically but I feel really lame and want lots of friends who likee rock and roll and respecting girls/people in general. Also I’m still drunk so yeah hooray. I think I wil l make an add in the paper like ‘WANTED, friennndsssssssssssssssssssssss (clarence voice)’ and the money will roll right in :):):):):):):):): wow :)
If you’re looking for my brain, it’s no longer inside my skull. It’s layed out in a beautiful mosaic across the ceiling of The Zoo, thanks to WAAX. Long story short, I have never seen a local band that had anywhere near the effect on me that they did. I actually can’t think right now because of what they did to my head. I’ve seen some local bands who are great, they keep things real tidy, don’t fuck up, catchy tunes and all that. But it’s never proper rock n’ roll. It doesn’t grab you and slap you around. Ever listened to Nirvana’s live stuff? They sound like a freight train in a school zone and it’s fantastic. I’m not saying they’re ‘the next big thing’, but they’re on to something that’s primal as fuck and I really hope Brisbane gives them the support they need.
Contrary to previous reports which claimed I was a ‘boy’, I can say with the greatest of confidence that I am actually an asexual potato. For the past week or two I’ve been more content with my own existence than I have in years (potato’s are known for their mental stability). My lack of attachment to any place or person is finally starting to present itself as a doorway into the next stage of my life. The pressure to rush has faded, as has my sex drive (yet another potato-like quality) and I just feel calm about whatever lay ahead. I’m content to ramble for now.